And Jesus, I'm ready to come home.

Lately I feel like I'm trying to push my limits without any thought of consequence.

I am not well.

I spent three hours at the gym yesterday, and three and a half today. I plan on going tomorrow morning before school, and then right after school until EPYO.

If there's anything that I will never regret from this experience, it would be how close I've become to my mom. I'm still years away from telling her what all happened last year... but we're getting closer.

I just found out that one of my favorite bands is a Christian band. Which is cool. I've been on a Jesus kick since Thursday evening... which is also cool.

I feel like I would do better at Reitz, academically speaking. No, I know I would do better at reitz, academically speaking.
But I'm wondering if socially I would be just as far behind. I've got my shows. I feel okay there... but I'm so insecure with my new self.

Before he leaves for college, I will have done something about this.

I made a new friend who's in a band thats about to take off. And he's a real friend, not just someone who somewhat remembers me. We talked for awhile, and then he sent me a message on myspace about some of the stuff we discussed.
And things have been progressing from there. (Not like that. He's 32.)

Do you ever feel like absolutely all the problems in the world would be solved if you didn't wake up tomorrow morning?